Jesus was familiar with death. I don't think He was a huge fan of it though because whenever He came across a funeral, He stopped the funeral and raised the person back to life. I wonder how soon in His life did He have the knowledge that He was born to die. Did He know in the manger? Did He know when He stayed behind in Jerusalem at 12? Surely He knew before the wedding at Cana.
We also remember that He was part of creation and helped form humankind in His own image. He was part of the life-giving breath that initially filled Adam's lungs. In Adam's first breath, he breathed in God and exhaled God. Jesus witnessed the Fall. He saw Satan tempt Eve and Adam. For the first time in history, He experienced the consequences of sin. That consequence was death. First, the death of the animal used to weave clothing for Adam and Eve. Secondly, the death of the perfect relationship between God and man. And finally, the physical death of His creation, His likeness, the possessor of His very breath.
Isaiah 53 tells us years before He was born what Jesus' fate would be. 'He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief; and as one from whom men hide their faces He was despised, and we esteemed Him not. Surely He has borne our griefs and carried our sorrows; yet we esteemed Him stricken, smitten by God, and afflicted. But He was pierced for our transgressions; He was crushed for our iniquities; upon Jim was the chastisement that brought us peace, and with His wounds we are healed.' (Is. 53:3-5).
And why would He be put through such pain and agony? Isaiah 53:6 tells us why. 'All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned, every one, to his own way; and the Lord has laid on Him the iniquity of us all.'
God, the Father, placed all our sin on Him that day to restore the relationship that He lost in Eden. Death has been crushed. Life eternal is ours. So, I don't fear death. I am not in a hurry for it to happen though.
A very close friend of mine died last night. It hurts. The pain isn't for my friend. He is physically whole. He is sin free. He's with Jesus. The pain is for us. Those left behind, his wife, family and friends.
Yes, we grieve but we don't grieve because we have no hope. Psalm 30:5b says, 'Weeping may tarry for the night, but joy comes with the morning.' So because Jesus conquered death for us, our experiences with death are bittersweet. Bitter from our temporal view but sweet as seen through everlasting eyes.
All these words and it still doesn't make sense but I did get these thoughts and feelings out which was the purpose for this blog site to begin with. Thanks for weeding through my ramblings.