Here we go...again.

Here is attempt #2 at blogging. The first one lasted a day or so then I forgot I had it or where to even find it. Maybe this will be better. I am seeking, longing, wandering what "life" is supposed to be. I have some unmovable foundations but from there it gets a little rocky. It's been a little over 2 years since we lost the girls. There are days when I think I'm ok and others I just don't know. It should be time to move forward, whatever that means. I truly am chasing God's heart but usually it's a crawl, sometimes a walk, rarely a run or sprint. I feel like I am inching closer but are inches enough?